Just like that....2

Here are words of a teacher whom i adore and look unto...may be they can help me and also help u...

"There is nothing to find, no God to discover, nor any hidden code of our DNA waiting to be mutated!

All this fancy stuff is the creation of our own mind, looking for some extra thrill through philosophical problem creation and solving.

But there is a lot of essence in things like poetry, painting, music, love and friendship. Otherwise, life is hard to live. One has to live, the other alternative leads to thanatos and depression.

Question yourself - why allow this very idea to sit in your system that one day, in future, when you attain some fictitious buddhahood, you will be happy?? If one realises the futility of all this, and accepts totally everything, then one can relax in this very moment. That state of utter relaxation and acceptance in a moment is what is called buddhahood. There is no other hidden code of existence."

A joke

Scene1: A new clergy was appointed in Vatican. As he entered he saw all the clergies copying something from the already made copies of spiritual text
New clergy( to pope): It is very interesting to see that all of them are copying something, but none of them is using the original text. Had someone already made a mistake, it will be carried forward in these too.
Pope was a bit perplexed but anyhow said: My son, it is going on from long time and nobody has questioned, but still its good idea to check the original manuscript.

Scene2:( A secret library under Vatican.)
Pope went under neath and did not return. The new clergy was worried so he followed him. And to his surprise he saw pope weeping, yelling, beating his head
Clergy: Father, what happened.
Pope: hell!!!!! we were missing one 'r' in celibrate...hell:)

Shunya

I were reading today about the discovery of zero . An amazing number which changed the entire universe with its amazing characteristic. No number can be as beautiful as zero. And each number is nothing in itself. It is great to see that it was discovered in India. And yes, it was discovered and not invented. Even we can find the concept of zero, a shunya in each and every concept of Indian spiritualism. A great concept of ardhnarishwar, which can only be conceived in India boils down to shunya. A man and woman combine and enter a stage of shunya. No time, no space. A total bliss. You may be amazed to see that time does not exist in bliss. Recall a situation when time seemed end less. May be a close relative was laying dead before you and you were wondering that the night has become endless---an eternal hell. And again remember a moment with your beloved when time passed like anything--just as it has wing. So Hindu concept of realization is really great. As you enter further, they say that you enter shunya.. A stage of No mind..timeless, space less. You can find shunya in every walk of life. A new situation before you and shunya descends. What to do and where to go. rest all is the cunning mind and nothing else. And only shunya is our nature. May you all meet your shunya sooner or later...

Just like that

I donot know why I am here. A friend suggested, and see I am here... May be this can help me understand me. Oh no...I dont want to do that... I want to remain as mystery....Remember those golden days( childhood)...How much do we used to rejoice and that too over small issue....we make a paper boat, we rejoice. We make a drawing, we rejoice....And going even beyond....remember those days when just sitting in mamma's lap we used to wonder....Wonder about the mysteries of life.... Wonder about the fact that someone can stand on his/her feet, some one can even walk....And I still remember, when I saw a bird flying for the first time... It was like... The experience cant be said in words... I still miss those days. But I know I cant relive those moments. And I now wonder about the absurdities of life. Life has become such a runway. Always running always running. A wish fulfilled and ten new wishes arises. And I cant rejoice. I still miss those small moments of happiness and gaiety, when even a small issue can make me happy. And now ...forget it...enough for today...